Happiness

For the first time in several months, I am genuinely happy. It's so great to find myself again. There are a few thorns--I wish that I had a social life, but I don't go get one.--But really I am busy with work and the EMT course I'm taking. It's so nice to be busy. I flourish under the stress--seriously I found it more stressful when I had every night free to myself. Life is good though. I love being happy. I can definitely tell that my worry and pain is being buffered. I'm very grateful for it. For my Heavenly Father and His help for me to see the good points in my life. The highs rather than the lows. I know that He helps me with that. It really seems like everytime I start to get down and go "oh, woe is me" I start to think how blessed I really am. And I am so grateful for that. It's hard to be depressed and unhappy when you are thinking about all the things that are blessings. It's wonderful.