Update, again.

So I am pretty much the worst at updating. Hopefully, now that I have no life I'll be able to post things. But that defeats the purpose because then I'll have nothing to post. So life is well, new.
I graduated last May, spent an awesome summer with my best friends in Cedar and then my world turned upside down--for the better though. I got a job in Manti--a good stable, dream-come-true sort of job. It puts me in Manti with my family (almost too close with my family) but it took me away from Heather & Toni & the Crisis team. Although this was difficult I knew this was the right change to me. It's crazy when you have moments in life where you realize the decision you're making right then will change your entire life. It was mind-boggling for me.

I moved back home--which was strange & crazy since I've been out of the house for 2 years. But after some adjustments--mainly in my bedroom & my attitude, I feel things are going alright. That's what I get for having amazing parents.

My job is great. I work with people & I love it. I've been here over a month & they haven't fired me yet, which gives me hope.

The best news of all is I got a letter from Eric. I haven't heard from him for about 18 months & it was so great to hear from him. It was also a relief because I have had so many unanswered questions and a multitude of doubts. The doubts & insecurites are what killed me. Even without trying he let me know that he does care for me. He's doing good & he's still Eric. That's so relieving to know. It helps me alot.

Other news in my life is my preparation for a puppy. I'll hopefully get a puppy at the end of September & it will be wonderful. I haven't decided if I want to get a boy or a girl but I do have names picked out for whichever I do choose.

So basically life is wonderfully, completely in sane & I love it.