Update, again.

So I am pretty much the worst at updating. Hopefully, now that I have no life I'll be able to post things. But that defeats the purpose because then I'll have nothing to post. So life is well, new.
I graduated last May, spent an awesome summer with my best friends in Cedar and then my world turned upside down--for the better though. I got a job in Manti--a good stable, dream-come-true sort of job. It puts me in Manti with my family (almost too close with my family) but it took me away from Heather & Toni & the Crisis team. Although this was difficult I knew this was the right change to me. It's crazy when you have moments in life where you realize the decision you're making right then will change your entire life. It was mind-boggling for me.

I moved back home--which was strange & crazy since I've been out of the house for 2 years. But after some adjustments--mainly in my bedroom & my attitude, I feel things are going alright. That's what I get for having amazing parents.

My job is great. I work with people & I love it. I've been here over a month & they haven't fired me yet, which gives me hope.

The best news of all is I got a letter from Eric. I haven't heard from him for about 18 months & it was so great to hear from him. It was also a relief because I have had so many unanswered questions and a multitude of doubts. The doubts & insecurites are what killed me. Even without trying he let me know that he does care for me. He's doing good & he's still Eric. That's so relieving to know. It helps me alot.

Other news in my life is my preparation for a puppy. I'll hopefully get a puppy at the end of September & it will be wonderful. I haven't decided if I want to get a boy or a girl but I do have names picked out for whichever I do choose.

So basically life is wonderfully, completely in sane & I love it.

Update on life...sorta

So really, I need to keep up on this. I quit my old job and am now working as a victim's advocate which is sorta cool--but I need to get paid >.< Also I had a relationship that lasted 2 months. It wasn't exactly the best but it was a learning experience and i've finally began to stop lying to myself about it. Which I consider a plus. Also, I turned my graduation papers in! I'm going to graduate this May!?!?! Not only that but I'll have my bachelor's degree before I'm twenty. Which is freakin awesome. Now I've got to figure out what to do with my life. Oh and I <3 Halloween.

Cake

It was Pioneer Day last Thursday (the 24th) I was able to go home. My family went up the mountain and set off dry ice bombs--I had no idea those things were so fun! My little brothers have been trying forever to get my parents to let them. They finally gave in and my Dad was even worse than the little boys. :D Amusement, I know. Then we went to Palisades and on the 26th I turned 19 and my friends and I did a party. Britanie did me an AMAZING cake!

We DID it!

Our Ride. On the left is my Mom, Linda, Kristy, and Mike and I at the beginning before the ride. To the right is the entire team that went. Us in yellow did the 50 miler the blue/green did the 100. From left to right it is: Mike, Kristy, Linda, Jim, Sam, his wife, Mom, and I. Us 50 milers had time to change. Thank goodness!

It's a Start

So, here goes. This will be events in my actual life rather than my random musings of pathetic-ness. Last week my Mom, Aunt Linda, Kristy & Mike, and I did a Lance Armstrong Challenge. It was great! ^.^ I adored it. I can't believe how cruising I was. I have to thank SVCC (Silicon Valley Cycling Center) for that, because I rented a bike from them. It was a great deal. The ride was intense and amazing as well. Also, we went to the Sequoias, Winchester Mansion, Pier 39, and a lot of fruit stands. It was amazing to see how things were.